I’m so far gone at this point

Either nobody notices or they don’t care. I’m not sure which is worse. I’m so dangerously close to the end, yet everytime I reach out the other people just seem to want to push me off the edge.

There’s nothing I can do to fill this void inside of me. It keeps growing larger each day, taking more pieces from me as time passes. An insatiable black hole at the pit of my being. I’ll stare at the walls for hours on end in agony.

I think my time is near.

macarena-of-time:

i love saying fuck me because it can either be sexual or self-loathing and those are two things that describe me perfectly

(via bongrips4satan)